Trust
Once broken, the hardest thing to give back. But necessary to build upon.
most expensive commodity... Years to build, seconds to destroy, can only be given back... never earned.
I'm glad we went through this early in the relationship as opposed to later. If I destroyed months/years of trust it would be near impossible to get that back and the hurt would have been even greater. But with where we are, I've learned the importance of your trust and I never want to break it again. And so even in my biggest doubts I will choose to fill the gap with trust for you rather than my thoughts, assumptions, or feelings. (i need to get this tatted =P)
With this being in its infant stages and us learning to trust early, we can decide to always trust first, so that we can build something awesome.
I'm still sorry and feel horrible for what I did. Please, let's create something great and I hope you can start allowing me to hold on to your trust again. I never want to hurt you like I did, and I know it might be slow and over time, but I really won't destroy it again. You are too precious to me.
-aio