process

I feel like I've lived in a world where the process has not been valued. ​We all dream big dreams... but then what. I feel like most of the people (including myself) are great a dreaming but not good at the slow consistency of the process. There's something to be said about the person that stays disciplined in the small things. 

"being faithful in the ordinary leads you to the extraordinary"

This was something that was said at my home church, 4 Pointes. It's so true that so many of us want the big grandeur of all the dreams, yet can't be faithful to the small... ordinary... mundane tasks of life. ​

​I feel like I'm going through a paradigm shift to where I am beginning to value to the small and insignificant more and more and leaving the big things up to God who has a plan... that might not even be what I had dreamed of. It's good a dream, but so much more important to be consistent and faithful in the small things... This is something I've gotta learn how to do.   

TBL - Kakslauttanen

this is my travel bucket list... here's a random place that I'm going to go to before i die.​

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This is Kakslauttanen in Norway. It's an igloo hotel, if you will, where you can see the northern lights. Someday imma take my wife here... i can't really see this being a place that you would go with anyone else... especially for the price. But its a beautiful place. I always liked the sky and esp the Aurora Borealis. 

GaP

​There seems to be a gap between who I am now... and who I want to be.

I find myself in so many ways lacking in discipline, vision, knowledge, wisdom, etc. and list can go on. I look around and there are people around me who are so disciplined and so committed, motivated, and driven. How are they that way?​
Did they start where I was?
Was it an innate ability that God gave them?
Did they have to earn this trait through many months of excruciating commitment?

​I wonder to myself sometimes how they got to be the way they are. I look at my Dad, as most of us 2nd gen immigrants can, and he is able to be focused and create quality for extended periods of time. I just wonder how?

I have tried time and time again to beat my body into submission, and fight continuously this upward battle to gain "discipline" yet it seems so fleeting. Then I look at others.... certain specific others (cos most ppl aren't like this), and it seems so effortless. I think there is something deeper.. something that is much deeper than just a person who innately works hard, and is disciplined. There is something there.  ​

I hope I find that.​

hello...

​Hi. Welcome to my blog. I don't know how you got here, or why you are here... but welcome. This is just a space for my thoughts and things that I've been learning throughout my life journey. I hope it is a blessing to you and it's and encouragement to your life.